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| Yea. I went to Bayside last night.
But before that, I went && saw my Godson.
He is teeny tiny.
I love him.
=] <3
&& Then yeaa . . . Bayside.
We got there pretty early.
Both local bands were decent.
Then Bayside came on && they put on a fabulous show.
But I'll tell you one thing that ruins a show is when there are these kids that are all, "Don't shove me."
Hello! Have you ever been to a concert before?
What fucking idiots/ I was beside them, so when the crowd would shove my way, the kid would fucking elbow me in the rib cage.
I was honestly about to knock his ass out.
But besides them, like I said Bayside was great.
But then afterward, they wouldn't let anyone out back by the band's request.
So TJ was all, "W/e. I'll go knock on their bus door to get you a picture."
So we went around back && Anthony, the singer, was out there.
&& TJ asked if I could get a picture, so we took one.
&& I tried to talk to him, but he was just like, "Uh huh. Bye."
Well, we went back in cause I wanted to see the whole band when they got done showering.
&& While we were waiting, we went to look @ the merch.
&& There was this gorgeous hat with the Bayside bird on it, so I was, "OMG! I want."
&& Merch guy was all, "This is the last one we have && they're not making it any more. SoOOoOOo . . . if you want it, you should probably buy it."
So I was all trying to check my bank account on TJ's phone when this kid came up && was about to buy it && I was, "If that kid doesn't buy it, it means I'm suppose to buy it."
&& He didn't.
&& Then TJ's phone wouldn't let me check my bank account.
So then Merch guy let me check it on his laptop.
&& I ran all the way to the car with my boobs flopping Baywatch style to get my debit card because Merch guy was in the process of packing up.
&& So I went through all this work, spent $25 on a fucking hat, && then went over to where Bayside was to get them to sign it.
&& It was so weird cause usually bands @ NBT are usually split up, conversing with fans, && having a good time, but Bayside was all together with no fans even trying to talk to them, && just being fucking antisocial douchebags.
But I asked anyway for them to sign it && he was like, "Yea," && didn't even look at me. Just passed the hat around && went on with their conversation.
So the whole rest of the way home, I was annoyed && felt fucking betrayed that a band I've been listening to since I was 14 turned out to be fucking unappreciative, cock suckers.
I don't care how big you are. Your fans are what makes you && we deserve you to give us two seconds of your time.
For God sake's, I saw 3oh3 @ 'effin NBT && they were nicer than that.
But yeaaaa . . . glad I found that out before I got my next tattoo cause I was going to get a piece for them.
Now I definitely will not.
But like TJ said, they're from NYC.
Sums it all up. =]
Hahahahaha.
Bayside put on a great show, but personality wise, the merch guy was nicer than them.
Thxs guys.
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| Jude likes to eat Pancakes && Ketchup.
Seriously, disgusting.
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| Actually these last two days have been amazing.
I felt like I had friends for a mere moment there.
Last night, after I got off work, I txted Tiffany && was like, "Come over. I'm so lonely."
So she was all, "Okay! Come get me," && I did.
So we talked && talked on the way home && then talked && talked at home && then sometime later Josh came over && we all talked && talked some more.
Then I was all, "I'm hungry! Let's go get food now!"
So we went to the International House of Pancakes @ like 1:15 in the morning.
&& It was awesome because when we got there we saw this sign in the window for special holiday pancakes && me && Tiffany were all, "We want! We want! We want all four flavors!"
But we only ended up getting two. She got eggnog && I got gingerbread && that was neat.
My favorite holiday flavor is peppermint though, so I think they should make one like that even though I'd be the only person to order it.
But back to what happened instead of my pointless thoughts.
We ate && then talked && talked && talked && went home && watched South Park.
&& At some point in time, TJ got home from the Brand New concert that I didn't get to go to. =[
&& He brought me a t-shirt which I love, but still doesn't make up for me not getting to go.
&& Then to rub it in my face, he was all, "That was so much better than the last time. You really picked the wrong concert not to go to. Blah. Blah. Blah."
*rolls eyes* So when he got done blahing, Tiffany && Josh left && me && the boyfriend watched a bunch of this show called Airline that's amazing && then he fell asleep obviously, so I stayed up till 6 AM cleaning the house.
Ok. That was last night.
Now today:
First off, I got up && cleaned some more.
I don't think this house will ever be acceptable looking to high expectations.
It's ridiculous how little storage space there is here.
Then I took a shower && was all looking at furniture in the paper to buy even though I've already spent about an entire paycheck in 2 days.
Yes. Fail @ saving money. I know.
Neways . . . around 1, we went && got lunch with Brandi && Jeff && for some reason that bby hates me.
Yeaaa. Everytime I would look at him, he'd start crying && try to get his mom to pick him up.
Oh my goodness, he was a cranky child, but cute. He could say, "Wow Wow," && all sorts of stuff.
Then we parted ways && went to Fred's && since we don't own a vaccum && our carpets been looking like a trash dump, I decided to buy one.
So came home, TJ vaccumed which is a once in a lifetime thing.
&& Then out of the blue Whitney McMillan txted me && was all, "I'm coming over!"
So I was all happy since I haven't seen her in months && months && months.
She brought chocolate chip cookie dough && then seriously helped me clean the house some.
You can actually see the floor in my bedroom now which is impressive.
During one of our smoke breaks, my mom came && dropped Jude off and when she left she said, "I'm a hugeee bitch."
Not really, but that's what I interpreted from her silent treatment towards me.
Then when she left, Whitney was all, "I'll buy you dinner!"
But Brandi wanted to go too, so we met @ Nana's first && let the kids play together && that was fun.
Then we went to Zaxby's && that was yummy.
&& Then we left && came home && now everyone's sleeping but me.
Yeaaa.
Good times.
Now I really should quit procrastinating && clean.
But I'm not, I'm going to smoke a cigarette instead && maybe play some more MapleStory.
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| My day has been odd.
Went shopping this morning to buy an outfit to wear to the Bayside show.
Got a Pink plaid shirt && South Pole Skinny Stretch Jeans.
Skinny && Stretch together is a contradiction.
Like one chick said one time, fat girls shouldn't wear skinny jeans.
I agree, but I don't care. I like them.
Speaking of the Bayside show, it's Wed. && I'm incredibly excited.
Yes. =]
But back to why my day was odd.
Went to the bar so TJ could watch the game && about 20 minutes after we got there, this 2 yr. comes in the bar.
I was all, O_O && everyone was all smoking around him && I was just like, "How bad of Grandparents can you be to bring your 2 yr. old in a bar?"
I didn't want to smoke around the kid, so I went shopping && got a cute box for Jude's socks that says, "Who's riding my horse? A cowboy monster of course!"
Then we drove around && did some other stuff && then saw the best craziest thing ever.
There was this old black man at the corner of the road going to Wal-mart with a diet Lipton Green tea in his hands.
&& He was spinning in circles, screaming @ the top of his lungs, "PRAISE MY SAVIOR, MY LORD, JESUS CHRIST!" repeatedly.
There were people parked watching him && policemen.
I didn't want the light to change green I was laughing so hard.
But yes, I thought all that was worthy of an update.
&& I'm sure nothing else exciting will happen until Wed.
So talk to you then.
I'm off to work while everyone else in Sumter is gone to the Brand New show. =[[[
Byeee.
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| Crying to Brand New.
Here's the story:
Every day feels worse && worse.
I'm sitting here crying because for no apparent reason at all TJ just started talking shit to me.
I don't understand how I deserve the life I have been handed.
I'm not the most perfect person, but I'm not so awful that I shouldn't have anyone at all who loves me or cares about me.
Today I went to my Grandma's.
I asked her a few months ago if I could move in with her because I had no where to go.
She told me no.
When I got there today, she informs me she just let Courtney && Thomas move in today && they were in the back taking a nap.
So the 19 yr. old who is trying to figure out how to get herself back in a good position with the world can't move in, but the 31 yr. Grand-daughter who got caught stealing her pills, who has had 5 abortions, && who at this age should not be such a fucking wreck gets to move in.
Yeaaa. That's how much my family cares about me.
Then I cried all the way home while I was driving && TJ doesn't even try to comfort me.
Isn't that what a boyfriend should do?
I don't feel any ounce of love come from him.
He nevers tried to help out around the house && makes statements that are just plain rude.
I don't understand what happen that made me seem so awful in his eyes.
It doesn't make sense. Not a bit.
I wish I could understand, but he is the most confusing person ever.
&& There's no excuse for how I'm being treating. Really, it's that bad.
So yeaaa.
I have no one.
I get treated like shit.
&& I keep taking it day after day.
I don't know what to do.
Life feels so hopeless.
I feel like if there was a higher power that he's punishing me for keeping my bby.
But I know I was meant to have Jude.
He is the cutest, sweetest, best little boy in the world even though he does drive me insane a lot.
I don't even know what else I want to write.
I'm crying to hard && TJ keeps saying shit to me && all I know is I've never been so unhappy && so lonely in my entire life && I just wish someone could explain to me what I did to deserve this.
What did I fucking do?
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